going nutso-

iam going absolutely NUTSO. So if no one knows i was working at a medical spa and i quit in April, got married and started a new life - well i am STILL FREAKIN JOBLESS and ok ok ok -so wHen i went to look for work, i was being super picky. i only wanted like something way easy ( like who even knows what kinda job that is??) well ill admit- i didnt know what the heck i wanted to do, be a server, go back to medical spas, try the salon thing, i dunno i was lost, So i said " ok time to buck up and stop being picky"............................................................. 3 months later STILL JOBLESS! CaN yOU BEliEvE thAT it is looking better for me tho. i went to a couple MORE places, met a few people AND GOT DOWN ON MY KNEES AND STARTED BEGGING AND PLEADING........."GIVE ME A JOB- INSTEAD OF YOU PAYING ME- ILL PAY YOU" !!!!! ok so what!!! maybe not exactly, but pretty darn close! so i really am crossing my fingers August will be a good month for me. Until then i will blog, sew, play with bean and live up SUMMER TIME!